https://sandmanjazz.wordpress.com/2020/07/15/30-day-film-challenge-day-15/
Today is day 15 and the prompt is a film that broke your heart.
I’ll begin with the film that broke my heart. It was the Notebook, a 2004 romantic drama film directed by Nick Cassavetes, written by Jeremy Leven and based on the novel of the same name by Nicholas Sparks. The film stars Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams as a young couple who fall in love in the 1940s. Their story is read from a notebook in the present day by an elderly man (played by James Garner), telling the tale to a fellow nursing home resident (played by Gena Rowlands, who is Cassavetes’s mother). ~ Wikipedia.
The reason for my sadness was my grandparents passed away in a similar style. My grandma had dementia and didn’t know anyone but my grandpa patiently buffered as did Garner in the movie. The difference in my world is my grandpa passed and my grandma joined him a few months later without ever speaking again. So it hit on so many emotional levels, I haven’t been able to watch it without tears. Yeah, I know I’m a sappy one at heart beneath my gruff exterior.
54 days into the letter -c, nothing has changed except I’m getting familiar alternative resources that exist out there to help me win this battle. I am not interested in chemo or radiation but if changing my food consumption, and daily activities along with immuno-therapy can kick this disease to the curb, I’m in. I’m reading everything I can so every decision I make will be beneficial to me.
Cancer ….I’m watching you, I’m the stalker you’re going to wish you never met. With that note let’s go to my song choice for today. Every Breath You Take. If you’re not familiar with the background of this story, Sting said it’s about jealousy, ownership, surveillance during the break up of his first marriage. He stalked like I will this disease.
Every bond you break, every step you take, I’ll be watching you
Every single day and every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay, I’ll be watching you
How my poor heart aches with every step you take
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake, I’ll be watching you
I dream at night, I can only see your face
I look around but it’s you I can’t replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying, “Baby, baby, please”
How my poor heart aches with every step you take
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake, I’ll be watching you
Every move you make, every step you take, I’ll be watching you
Every breath you take and every move you make
Every bond you break, every step you take (I’ll be watching you)
Every single day, every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay (I’ll be watching you)
Every move you make, every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake (I’ll be watching you)
Every single day, every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay (I’ll be watching you)
Every bond you break, every step you take (I’ll be watching you)
Every single day, every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay (I’ll be watching you)
Every move you make, every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake (I’ll be watching you)
Every single day, every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay (I’ll be watching you)
https://www.cancer.gov/about-cancer/treatment/types/immunotherapy
https://news.llu.edu/patient-care/7-foods-fight-cancer-heart-disease-and-enhance-health
https://www.webmd.com/cancer/features/top-cancer-fighting-foods#1
https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/cancer-fighting-foods
https://www.mskcc.org/news/truth-behind-three-natural-cures
https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/201810/activating-your-immune-system-against-cancer
https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/cancer-and-diet
Cancer Fighting Kitchen by Rebecca Katz and Mat Edelson.